the world is trembling and i can't think and ohmy god i can't believe it and i just...just i, i see it there, but it must be some kind of dream, or mistake, or maybe someone else..? it's just unreal, no no no, this can't be, i wonder how it happened, it must be a mistake, they mixed mine up with someone elses, but no, there it is, imm looking at it, im not crazy am i?no im not....i cant be. this must be real i cant believe it. I AM SO HAPPY. im acting childish, but oh, the world is in rainbow hues and everything is just lovely! and i am so grateful, thank you thank you Thank you God, you had pity on my silly scrawls oh. thank you, thank you. ah i cant contain my joy i want to scream and dance and eat a 10 tier coconut cherry cake, and hug a baby. my heart is going to go off its track it is beating so fast. i am so happy.
this moment of elation.
is a priceless jewel, that one experiences
very rarely.
this moment, makes all those other not so happy moments go away.
if one tries and fails and tries and fails, 893 times.
then decides that it is useless.
NO i cant go on with this, this rejection is too much, i cant do it, i need to stop and find some other....thing to do.
the 894th time would be the moment of elation.
-Pamplemousse
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